Sunday, October 31, 2004

kaess. all the virus stuff seem to be gone. yays * hahas. hope it doesnt come back. ^.^
ive changed my template again! hahahas. nice? hehe. x) aiya. actually abt the same la. but less pinky. less eye-hurting. hmms. i like soft colours lehh. u know. grey, light pink, light blue.. lavender.. hmms. ive made a new skin today of those colours.. heh..results still not bad eh. i like the colours la.. so sweet.. hmms. maybe i got time go change again. =/
tml got guzheng. sighh. supposed to bei pu but i too lazy and even if i wan to, i got no guzheng to practise on. so far i memorized one song liao [ nv really go and memorize. but play fer months liao can rmbr le..] and another song just learn de oni one-third. sighh. tml must try to bei before the lesson.. at least bei until two-third ba.. but i dun believe everybody will bei. but i think majority will leh.. sighh.. syf next yr.. hols must go back twice a wk fer practise.. so irritating.. tml its 9am to 12.30.. but i have to wake up at 7.30am cox im taking bus.. so idiotic.. nvm. got discman. hahas. xD

56's having session next sunday. hmms. mi jia le next sunday not bad leh~ hahas. 7 still can watch repeat. aiya. see my mum let a not la. and i feel like a not. i wan to see 56, but dun wan to queue =/ and its v far. IMM. oh well. haiis. see first la. (:
hmm. so nai nai din get killed [ mi jia le today ] the preview mislead me la. that nai nai is fake one. is the lu xi fuo transform one. so scary lor. i was thinking that nai nai where got so mean one.. and then so scary if kunda really killed her.. hahas. hero din appear today. he'll appear next wk. hahas. the comics din skip much here, so i know.. except the kunda kill nai nai part not there.. but third bk skipped a lot.. totally a rush.. they squeezed 10 episodes into one bk la. dots. a lot of things happened they nv put there..

haiis. me sort of thought through lotsa things lately.. hmms.. i think ive really wasted time this year.
wenqi. im really really sorry la. haii. all the stupid things both sides of us done these two years. hais. nvm. lets forget everything. find one day we go out kaes? 6 of us ^.^

ive completed lotsa homework! haha. k la, counted not bad in 2 days. i finished english compre and summary yesterday, and one maths assignment today. hee. ^.^

this is a long entry. kk. i'll end here. hahas. must pray that more ppl will get into pure lit with me! if im really confirmed in pure lit, that is. ^.^ hope next year i'll do better. my mum is getting me a science and maths tutor. hahas. gg to really busy. but i know i need them. =/

Saturday, October 30, 2004

hmm. there's something wrong with my com lately, so now that its fer once 'suddenly working', i have to seize the chance and write everything down.

these are wat happened to me:

-can't add diary entry
-cant change diary template
-cant go to blogskins and preview skins properly
-many webpg i go to popped out: failed to open URL, operation aborted
-some pgs i go to load normally fer 3 seconds then the whole page goes blank
-some pg refresh fer no reason
-html dun work
-some words that are typed normally are auto-linked to a search engine called ntsearch
-cant delete hotmail
-sometimes cant read chinese

kkaes. these are the major probs with my com. which is enough so that i cant do anything online except staring at my current diary and others'. only very very rarely, like now, i can use it as normal. the auto-links and html thing still dun work, thou. ive asked around. polly is having the same problem as me. another fren told me she encountered the same problem few months ago and it 'healed' in a another few months. i was like o.o FEW MONTHS? hols will be over le. damnn la. hai. then she told me her fren re-installed her com and it worked. so im going to ask my bro to re-install the com again. i dun care. not gg to leave it liddat fer a few months. its not going to work out.

ppl. if your com got these probs, pls tell me kkaes?

Thursday, October 28, 2004

last day today.

these are my report bk marks.

overall ave: 67.8
class position: 19/40
level position: 140/358

haiis. mr tan also told us the first round of streaming. i think i will get into pure lit next year. hmm. ive decided to stop regretting if i shd have gone to pure geog instead and concentrate. this hols i must catch up. i must prove to myself that I AM NOT STUPID.
my mum doesnt understand. she still thinks that cedar's standard is not high when its higher than DHS which is a fact kkaes. duno who said our paper is comparable to RGS's paper or even harder sometimes. my mum still thinks that DHS is the best. you know what she said? she said that my L1R5 which is 18 will oni get me into Jurong JC. i was like crying and i told her that cedar's standard is difficult and we cant count the L1R5 liddat as o levels. she said i had a v bad attitude and even said that in cedar, im already in the middle of the level, so in o levels i wudnt get anywhere de. ITS VERY HURTING OKKK!!! i told her i dun deny i deteriorated in my results and positions and i will work harder. maybe i din study enough. but she cant say that i will end up in Jurong JC and all that! SHE DOESNT UNDERSTAND. i feel like telling her that she had never been to cedar so she'll never understand. but whats the point? she will jus say i'm not repentent of myself and still thinks i scored v well. but i dun. i feel quite bad abt dropping almost out of top half of the class. i already told myself i must improve next year and show her. i must.
sometimes i really feel that i shouldnt have come to cedar. but many times i was proud to be a cedarian. i admit i felt proud to be one, really. i loved cedar. but look at my results. it makes our lives miserable. i told myself maybe if i had gone to tkgs or sumwhere else, i wud have had a better life. i wud have perhaps scored more As. my report bk hardly had any As. oni 3. the rest are all Bs. its sucky.
i MUST work hard to show my mum. i know it will be harder next year. i made up my mind to finish half the Lit book this hols, understand twelfth night, and study the 1st 2 chapts or at least the 1st chapt of chem and physics. read thru geog. i must do some maths. and next year, i must do well in humans. above ave. and fer D maths too. maybe A maths i will jus try my best. at least, ave. i'll try to maintain ave fer sciences too. i must.


awy, away frm streaming and results and studies. today was the officially last day of sec 2 life. i was kinda almost in tears at the end of the day, when we all hugged each other goodbye. many ppl cried. we nv did that last year. 2H`o4 rawkked. it did. hmms. some stuff to say to the friends i really loved this year.

to my 2 closest friends, Keli and polly - we are friends forever. i know we wud be most probably all separated next year, but we will still write to each other and exchange notes, yeah? NOThING will break us apart. our friendship is strong. very strong. there's no need to write down wat i think abt youu. cox we understand each other so well we can predict exactly how the other person think and how she will react. that's how strong our bond is. we talk about everything in the world. i'll never forget how we stood up for each other, no matter what happened. jia you. (:

to tkb, yuhsuan and cerlyn - you 3 are kinda weird sometimes, and although we are not that close, we are considered really good friends. we go out together, gossip together, eat lunch together, talk abt common stuff together. best pals forever. (:

to phy - we may not seem close on the surface, i know we are good friends. x) thanks fer sharing your probs with me, and thanks fer understanding me when i was in a bad mood. thanks fer listening out too. you're always there fer everybody. luv ya always, as a friend =)) dun stop flooding my board! =D

to yong en, peiting, and wenqi - although we had quite many misunderstandings this year, i feel that we are kinda still bonded. i felt really sad today when i saw you all crying. in fact, i felt like crying too. althou we will also be separated, we will still be friends forever. let's clear all the mis-understandings that happened. pursue your dreams and you will succeed. forever friends. (:

2H '04 rawwwkkked. we will always remain as a class, forever. i'll nv forget how we worked fer C&T enterprise together, hated the tchrs together, bullied the tchrs together, and all the times we spent together, whether good or bad.

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever :)

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

haii. early in the morn today thk lectured us. forget it. unless i'm really so unfortunate, i shd be the third last day today seeing him. 2 more days and i shall have nothing to do with him anymore.
he said something like he wud be taking combined sci, pure geog and triple sci class. most probably. kkaes. i wil never be in a triple science class. also not gd enough to go even if i wanted to. combined sci.. i dun think i will go also la. i mean, i din fail anything.. so i dun think i will go. hmm. but pure geog.. dangerous.. cox i put as second choice.. i might be in a pure geog class.. and if i get into a pure geog class i wun appeal out.. haha.. err =x but wat if i really suay until zhong him?? again?? one year is torturous enough le..
haii.. later still got piano lesson. and that is the big fat prob =/ i wanna slackk. hai. must go off in 5 min to do my theory and practice my piano. need abt 1 hour plus to do that =/ then must eat liao.. then the lesson. hmms. then after that, im going to watch the very last episode of qiu tian de tong hua. =)) but its all dying. en xi is going to die. hai. she looks very kong bu now.. but i think if u really get that type of illness you will end up liddat.. very very pale.. and dark circles.. scarry.. haii.. she so poor thing.. she doesn deserve to die at all.. sighh.. jun xi is also v ke lian.. haii.. even xin ai repent le.. en xi's bro who used to be a hooligan or liu mang or watever u call it.. gangster? even took care of her.. haiii.. in the end she had to die.. so unfair.. hmm. i dun think i wil cry anymore. haha. i oni cried in episodes 2 and 3. their tong nian that time.. after that some parts also quite sad.. esp when she gg to die le.. i like the parts where they go to the beach fer the last time.. T.T but i din cry la. thou feel like.. haha..
this friday not sure.. maybe go to kbox still with keli and polly and 3 other pple.. caiyu and 2 other gals i dunoo.. hmmx.. see first la.. or maybe we jus go catch a movie.. heh.. i dun wan to watch the grudge~! =x i dun daree. i scared after i watch liao becum v scared then dun dare to sleep etc etc. haii. fine la. u wan to watch go watch w/o me. hpmhhss. i wanna watch white chicks. until now havent watch yet. =/

Sunday, October 24, 2004

one moree week. in fact, 3 more days before sch ends.. and sec 2 life ends.. oh well =/ how's next year going to be like? hopefully can get into a good class.. one of my 2 options? and hopefully i will meet many friends.. heh.. polly put same options as me.. tkb put pure lit too.. phy put geog as 1st choice.. i may meet her too.. ^.^ and many many moree pple.. =))

im living life almost like a pigg =x everyday watch tv.. then use com.. then headache sleep.. =x =x wat kinda life is this?? oh well.. hai.. actually tml monday we supposed to go k box de.. end up both keli and yongen cannot go.. then might as well dun go le.. wat abt friday? haii. tkb duno can go a not. keli maybe wan to work. pt and ye wan to go out with band members baa. haii. wil we have chance to go out together again? =/

today watched qiu tian de tong hua and mi jia le. .. hmm.. qiu tian de tong hua i finished 10 episodes le.. haha.. no i din cry.. in fact i oni cried in the 1st three episodes.. its the most sad one.. after they grow up ok la.. i think they childhood nicer leh =x heh.. won bin is v shuai la keli.. l0lz.. the other guy also not bad wat.. en xi v chio.. lol i think she childhood that time already v chio.. but her mouth quite big.. hahaz.. but i think at the end becum quite sad again.. when she get sick? duno la..
mijiale is okk.. i think last week's episode nicer.. haha.. this week de both xiaolong and dading get hurt.. then baobei duno wat happened la.. next week i a bit dun dare watch.. vvv scary.. kunda killed nai nai!! the preview i saw.. using a knife.. v scary la.. wl.. reminds me of the fang xue hou.. hai.. this one less violent but still v scary to see the knife.. i thought it was xiaolong's brothers who killed her =x at least in the comics it was like that.. hahaz
renwoaoyou.. haha.. v fastt wor.. 3 episodes le.. haha.. quite nice la.. =)) i noticed a lot of ppl watch.. maybe i not used ba.. usually the shows i watch is scv.. nobody knows.. but now everybody talking abt it.. haha.. haha.. toro is quite shuai worr x)) heh..

kkaess.. if u noticed my tem looks a bit diff.. and the links are missing.. bleaaahh.. yeah.. blogger deleted my tem.. AGAIN..had to go back to al the webs; chatterbox, blogskins - about 4 temps, and stuff.. in the end took more than an hour to re-do the tem.. still must get the links frm polly.. haii.. idiott.. next time must save ur temp before saving the changes..

Friday, October 22, 2004

oh my g... qiu tian de tong hua is VERY VERY TOUCHING AND SADD.. i was crying throughout the whole of episode 2 and 3.. cant stop.. i wipe away then the next part i start crying again.. T.T so sad l0rrr..
its sad because jun xi and en xi have to separate.. and en xi has to endure hardships she nv endured before.. and leave her family.. then the 4 cups that represents each member of the family are damn touching.. the most touching part is when jun xi tells her she's always his sister and during her birthday, he brings her to the sea and worse.. her birthday present was HIS cup.. means that she will never be alone.. he will always be with her.. i was like.. T.T all the way.. its 100 times worse than xts.. xts i cried abt 3 times ba.. this one 2nd episode i start crying liao.. still got 15 more episodes.. l0l.. must watch then will understd.. hai..jun xi loves his sis so much lor.. o.o my bro nv care so much abt me =x
haii.. after ren wo ao you going to watch another episode.. soo damn t0uching.. i still feel like crying.. haha..

suddenly in a v serious moodd. hahhh.. keli said got some classes de english marks wrong. o.o that means our positions will all go straight down! T.T i CAN'T afford to slip too muchh. hopefully, my class position stays. 19.. i dun wan the number 2!! i just wanna remain in top 150 in sch position. im currently 139.. but i dun think i can make it. sighhhh

haii. 2H'04 rockked. quite laa. no matter wat, we spent 2 whole years together. this yr we hated thk together, looked forward to houliang's lessons together, etc etc..

whatever the positions, i just h0pe to get into one of my two options: purelit/ssgeog or puregeog/sslit. let me get into the one which is good fer me.

Thursday, October 21, 2004

love isn't just finding someone you can live with, but someone you cannot live without;

got back result slips. kk, the sample one. oh well. it was betta than i thought la, but still not v satisfied..
my level position is currently 139/358!! arghhs =x thats not v steaddy. hai.. i confirm liao.. wan to go either lit/ssgeog or geog/sslit. budden wl.. 139 can ba? i think will maybe deprove to somewhere abt 145. if around there still can get into first 2 options right?? >.< hopefully l0rzz. compeition is tough. haii.

im getting crazy over the song missing youu. rockks man.. heh.. i like the lyrics too.. translated to english;

ahdi:
i left the airport and descended into a dark tunnel
the raindrops on the glass are like a dream
i loved somebody but there's no use
on this deserted night there's a lonely hero

shuwei:
in this lonely stage im performing solo
i used the last scene and told you i loved you
these are my memories nobody can touch them
tomorrow i dont care even if my heart pained me

chorus [energy]:
please give me the whole world's loneliness
everyday everynight i am missing you
i'll always remember even if there's nothing left
dont forget at the other end of the world there's a me

ahdi:
i heard the raindrops falling
your long hair and warmth i haven't forgotten
in this minute i walked through the icy road
a few thousand km away my memories are escaping

[chorus]

niunai:
i'm really missing you

kunda:
the time will not stop it

energy:
i want to go to the place where i used to miss you

[chorus] x 2

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

i a m s a dd. very sad.
my maths results are sucky. if you're thinking that at least i passed, its true but its not v gd pass. in fact its the most ugly pass - just touch 50. ive never ever gotten so bad fer mathss. the worse ever was 57.5 and i was shocked enough. now is like.. my section A got 18.5/50 la and i failed quite badlyy?? its zeros everywhere.
nobody really understands. well. at least my father understand. i was really v grateful and and touched when he told me that it's all right, and my other subjects did ok. only maths was bad.. then he said next year i can try and score betta. so i must. and I WILL. wo bu hui fang qi. wo hui ji xu jia you. which should be the spirit.
hai. my mother doesn understand. she actually hung up on me. and before that she was very bushuang liao, and saying what why last year you got 80sth and now 50? deprove 30 sth marks? i wanted to burst out at her. and i did. how can you compare last year's paper and now's paper??? last year was so damn easy compared to now?? last year we din have algebra. none at all. its all calculations. then i was saying, she never attend secondary school before meh? why cant she understand?? then polly said something which i think is very true. its not that she din attend sec sch, its just that she din come to cedar. dun you think this is so true?
what kinda sucky system cedar has? set until so difficultt. and ms lee said its easy. okk. ms lee's section B was the section which saved me and made me pass. i got 31.5 fer that. not very good neither, but at least its above 30?! section A is HORRIBLE, TERRIBLE. horrigible. mr tohhh. finnees. i rmbred that after thk's common test, he said he was going to set a tough and fair paper.. kk.. so he meant what he said.. mid year, it was his section i did badly in too.. but i still got a 31. ms lee's section in mid year was diff yet i scored quite well.. =/ o.o betta than section B. oh welll.. maybe i have more yuan fen with ms lee than mr toh.. oh well... ive never exactly liked him as a tchr, but at least he's 1000 times betta than thkk.. im sure all 360 of the sec 2 population agrees.. or even 1380 of the entire sch agrees..

im most probably choosing these 2 options;
1. option 3 - phy.chem.history.ss/geog
2. option 6 - phy.chem.geog.ss/lit

ive decided on history partly because mrs lim told us that ss/geog has the highest number of A1s. heh. then ss/geog sounds easy. oni 3 qn - map reading, agriculture and tourism. hehh. no physical geog. haha. then history is modern history. shd be all right la. lit is unseen. but in a way my poems sucks.. so.. ya.. but my prose is all right la.. managed to get 18/25 fer test so shd be not too bad?? see tml's results.

i really must score an A in lit. I must. i need to. at least an A2 and im satisfied. -- lets pray hardd that we all score better for literature.

Monday, October 18, 2004

ahhhhhs. got back results. not oni english and chinese but also science.
hais.. i asked myself if im happy abt the results la. and honestly i feel all right. not happy. but not exactly sad. thou i knew i cud have done betta. esp science. kk. i know i shd be satisfied and i am quite. fer science la. so i shall stop complaining.
english got a B4. and just o.4 more marks i cud have gotten B3. yeah. got 64.63333. cant stand. nvm. chinese wasnt good. fer me. deteroriated la.. the position. thou my score improved.. got 67.. but i was somewhere 7/8 in class. bleahh. science. kk la. with the expansion i got 59. im quite relieved i pass thou by right i din improve frm mid yr since i had 7 marks expansion. so my rightful score is 52?? thats worse than my mid yr score. =/ my section A and B quite cham la. its my section C that pulled up the score. i got 18 fer section C. heh. in mid year it was section C that pulled down. hahzz. cud have gotten 2 more marks la. 61 sounds so much nicerr. the number 6. its a number that i seldom get fer science. oh well =/

hmm. my grandma's cum over to stay with us. becox she's injured.. fractured her backbone so im kinda in charge of taking care of her.. must help her walk.. fu her.. hahax. as a result my younger bro's gone to sleep in my older bro's room and he said he missed me. o.0 haha.. maybe becox we slept together in a room fer 7 years le..

yesterday's mi jia le ROCKEDD. hehs. episode 5 and 6. pity im really suay. cox i went out fer my cousin's man yue. hehe. he's kewt. got really big eyes and my relatives all say he's the prettiest baby they ever seen. true. haha. when he smile at you your heart will really like.. awwwww... so cute.. hahaha.. haii. even i envy his eyes. so big and so liang. and he's a boy. yeahh.
ya. becox of his man yue 'party', i left my house at 12.55 when the show start at 1pm and returned at 2.40 when the show ended at about 2.35pm. arent i suayy. then evening 7pm got show again. heng. but i missed bits of it as i had to takkaire of my gran la.. but i cannot just sit down there and watch when she wants me. oh welll.. nvm.. i watched majority. and i loved it totally. its getting nicer and nicerr. heh.
yesterday's episode showed xiao long learning dancing!!!! hahaha. thats the best part. hero was around all the time and thou he cudnt see him, he cud hear his voice saying, ji xu jia you, ji xu, bu yao fang qi... then the song was JI XU!! hahaaa. jian gui. polly and i was talking abt it. heh. i was wondering what song.. so familiar.. yet seldom hear.. and it was sang by energy.. haha.. then i heard chorus then i knew.. haha.. so suit the mood.. cox the lyrics is ask us to jia you, dun hui xin.. v heartwarming.. i loved the part where after a whole afternnoon of dancing, xiao long din give up due to hero's encouragements.. then at sunset when its v beautiful, they showed hero standing at a distance, watching him quietly.. .. so touching.. loved that part.. heh.. hero rawks..
why din the soundtrack include those?? hpmh. i even heard zhi you wo inside. l0lz. at the part where bao bei asked xiao long to make hero appear like he does to xiao long but xiao long couldnt. baobei got quite ji dong and asked him to leave. wat i liked abt yesterday's episode is the part abt dancing ya, and finally, mai zi [eg + baobei + nai nai + maizi] family finally accepted xiao long and let him be part of their family. nicee. then shuwei was asking niunai to unbutton his first button cux its v nerdy. l0l. in the show la. then at first xiao long was ya.. wearing the ugly spects and act nerdy de. then after dancing once he went back fer the second try.. hero left a pile of more flexible clothes fer him. he finally took off that horrible spects. hehs. hero really rawkks. or are all guardian angels really so nice? haha.

wish me luck fer tml's maths. and humanities. ^.^


Saturday, October 16, 2004

geez.. my day today is another rotting one.. woke up quite late today. 10.45am. oh well. =x but no harm thouu..
i dreamt that we went to a new house in simei.. my grandmama's hse i think.. it was really big.. spacious.. then it had 4 rooms.. i loved one of the rooms.. really nice.. its all furnitured already.. it was a soft orangey yellow in colour.. those quite soothing type.. but gives a sunny feeling.. and the room is damn big.. i loved it.. heh.. then my mum said we're moving in.. oh well.. then i remembered my cousin and her family came to visit us and she was. well.. playing with me or something..quarrelling.. hahax..
haii. i really dread monday. results fer english and chinese.
houliang said we improved. but i dun think i improved, hoonestly.. i've already minused abt 13 marks. and plus the compre and summary?? sobs. what abt zuo wen? its going to to pull me right down. haii. i think i really did badly fer chinese this time. cries.
english? its just a blank feeling in me. a kinda empty feeling. i guess i jus wan to pass.. pass all right.. dun fail.. once i fail, i dun hav to care abt the other results.. i wil be out of cedar.. ah choyy.. dun think i wil fail ba?? hai. hopefully.
today went to look thru science and maths qn paper. i think my science de 2nd question is like.. maybe i wil get 2/10? 3/10? hopefully my qn 1 and 3 dun get too bad. i think i just wanna pass science. becox my sect A and B also no hope. i already got 2 qn wrong outa 4 tan han kiang said. sect B is worrsee. duno how many qn duno how to do. hai. science is suckky. maths is alright la, basically. at least fer section B. shd be able to get 35 and above? dunoo. but my sect A is bo hope. so cant expect to much la.





ferr yong `en: IPW stuff.

thoughts

Because of the results from the survey, the class decided to carry out the project on teaching the elderly line-dancing.

For 4 weeks on every Saturday, we would go to Dakota Cresent and knock on every door in every flat to invite the elderly to go to the line-dancing programmes organised by both the school and their community. [for example, National Day in Cedar] Some of us even managed to invite the elderly downstairs and teach them line-dancing.

Our first impression of Dakota Cresent is an old, sad, run-down place. However, though it was small and lacking, it was a quiet, peaceful place for the elderly if they wanted an environment away from the noisy city.

Dakota Cresent Observations:
Advantages:
-quiet, peaceful
-simple facilities built for the elderly

Disadvantages:
-very basic and lacking
-narrow staircase
-unreliable lifts that often broke down
-old and run-down
-lots of stray cats

other thoughts
-enjoyable working with elderly
x although some eyed us with suspicion, most of them were friendly and grateful to us for organising the line-dancing programme for them. Almost all of them were polite, even though we might have disturbed them.

-managed to build up a bond with the elderly after dancing and spending time with them.

--meaningful activity
x built bonds with elderly
x experienced being teacher instead of student by teaching the elderly line-dancing.
x learnt more about the elderly's way of life
x learnt to appreciate our living conditions as they are very good and complete compared to those in Dakota Cresent

end

Thursday, October 14, 2004

whooaa.. haha. today's timetable.

9am - woke up
9.30am - breakfirst
10am - computerr
12 plus - lunch
1 plus - nap
2 plus - computerr
4 plus - xue tian shi 5 episodes
7 plus - dinner
8 plus - piano
9 plus - computter. again.


haha. current time is 9. 50 ya. haha. going to use com until 10 plus then sleep. really v pig life. haha. but this is shuang. i mean. dun have to touch textbooks until next year january. wehehe.

actually.. i quite worried abt streaming results. sighh. i know my chinese wun do well. i know it. sigh. english. well. hopefully i wun fail. and thenn. science ah. i duno la. having more confidence than mid year doesn mean much. i got a C6 for mid year. pass by barely 3 marks?? well. haii. history and geog is ok. then maths.. section A i die le. hopefully can pass well la. hai. maths is most impt de.. but my section A practically half i duno how to do.. wth.. and section B i also got unsure.. quite a lot in fact.. mensuration that qn sure wrong.. then equation hopefully can get half the mark or sth..

haii. i think i wan to get into chem/physics/geog/sslit. most likely la.


name. jing han..
sch. cedar girls
class. 2H/04

fav-
color. soft colours. like white, light blue and light pink. and light grey.
instrument. piano! heh.
movie. errm. haha. harrypotter and lotr ba.
show. xuetianshi! mi jia le. heh..
pastime. using com. watching tv. reading boooks i like. playing piano. doin things i really like.

name-

6 things you cant do without at home.
1- my bed
2- my com
3- the tv
4- my piano
5- my desk
6- my cds and vcds and books [and many other things]

12 friends you cherish most.
1- keli
2- polly
3- ruth
4- cuzzie
5- jinci
6- phy
6- tkb
8- hsuan
9- yong en
10- peiting
11- jenn
12- olivia
[still got many more ya]

4 people you can't do without.
1- my mother
2- my father
3- my younger bro
4- my older bro

5 things you will be miserable without.
1- my parents?? and family?? of course.
2- my friends.
3- a proper home including those stuff i said above.. heh
4- freedom and fun
5- .. err.. maybe energy ba? as in, hearing their songs and watching their shows. gg to their sessions. they brought me quite a lot of joy. honestly.

confess-

who are the most unexpected friends you made this year?
uuhh.. kk.. be honest..
1- tkb. lalala. lol. she changed so much. changed until v nice. haha. really la. ^.^ esp this year.
2- phy. haha. guess its becox she always sit near me this year then we became frens. ^^
actually.. i never expected to make frens with all my current frens.. eg polly and keli also quite unexpected? =x but it turned out that we end up so gd frens ya.. lol.

what are your 3 wishes today?
1- my streaming results will be good
2- everyday i can have this type of free, carefree, slacking life
3- life will be a happy and heartwarming one

what are your inspirational sources?
uhh.. sometimes pix ba. i love sunrise pics. or starry pics. or dewdrops. they're beautiful.

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!
weee.. hehe.. so happiiee :)) hahaha... luv it.. now, the days are going to be tv, com, comics, sleeping, and playing, hanging out... hehe.. we shall all start this pigging life... yeahh mann!!!
weehee.. today went out with keli, polly, yuhsuan and tkb.. hehe.. fun.. took neoprints and then went one place duno called wat to eat macs.. haha.. laugh until stomachache.. the balloons.. and tkb and yuhsuan's disgusting talk abt.. well.. haha.. then crossing the road that time wl.. duno isit yuhsuan or tkb cross when red light.. me and polly almost got hit by the car.. barely 2 metres.. scarely sia.. wl..
then they went home.. we went hmv.. i think i wan to buy panweibo's album.. suddenly think he rap v nice.. kuai le chong bai rocks ya.. hehe.. maybe i buy that angel album also.. haha.. see first..

read finish mi jia le comics 3 le.. the ending v funnae lehh.. i duno how to describe.. ghost tried to change becox he loved bao bei.. in the end to stop lu xi fuo xiao long mastered mi jia le zi wu.. and in the process ghost got killed and his last words were asking xiao long to take care of bao bei..
and hero nv appeared after his bros killed nai nai.. haii.. i think he v poor thing.. then he almost beng kui or sth saying that both hero and nai nai died becox of him.. than almost went to tian tang and ga wu which is wrong la.. then hero came out in time to stop him.. ask him to forgive and love everybody around him.. thats when he understood why hero sacrified his frenx and family to save him.. hmm..
then the ending is like.. bao bei woke up frm a dream? then they were at the bball court [once appeared right at the beginning of the story] and playing just like usuall.. but at the beginning, xiao long din join them and hero wasnt there.. but now, hero was there, as thou alive, and xiao long joined them.. everybody were smiling and v happy.. dun understand..
awy going to buy the xiao shuo ya.. so might understd thru there.. comics v summarised.. some parts nv explain properly.. hee.. hero still rawks =x think he's a v nice guy lorr.. haha.. guardian angell..

hee.. life is going to rockk man. got how many tv shows to watch?? mon - friday - 9 pm, ren wo ao you. toorro! v shuaii. hehe. =x and err. saturday. 7 - 9 got huan zhu ge ge. 8 got xi ha pi tou si. and sun. 1 - 2.30.. MI JIA LE! ha. and night huan zhu ge ge again. still can watch xuetianshi.. oh man rocks rocks rocks..
now can sleep anytime i wan.. but i doubt i wud sleep so much now that can use com and watch tv anytime i like.. hehe.. rockkkss..

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

yeahhhh... left one paper onii!! hah.. ive been waiting ferr one whole month fer this dayy.. yays.. haha.. so glad my com is working again.. and my server is ok le! ^.^ im glad its re-installed.. my server speed is back to normal again.. lurve it.. hehess..
maathss. oh well. =x section A im deadd. reallly deadd. sighh. i got duno how many qn duno how to do. 2nd last qn duno how to do. and a lot moree. i 1st qn also unsure la can! haii. section B was ok for me la. i got 1 qn - the equation - could oni get 2 of the 3 numbers. i keep checking my numbers but nth wrong leh.. haiyo.. hopefully can get one or 1.5 marks fer that lor.. then the parathoras theorem qn im so proud of it.. haha.. cud do.. 7 marks.. hehe.. graphs was all right.. hopefully nth goes wrong.. then oni the mensuration qn i quite scared.. i cud do, but i think its wrong.. doesn seem right? 10 marks leh. haha. but surely wun get 0 de la.. so i think ok lor.. hopeflly section B score betta can pull u section A. but usually i section A betta.. even fer mid-year.. oh well ..
tml going to enjoy myself. today gg to slack. yeah. life is starting to rock. finally. im in such a happy mood. dots. but really la. :))

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

in com lab now.. hahax.. im updating online everytime now.. hah..
exams.. history and science this friday.. the day after tml.. sighhh... then after this a great burden lifted le.. geog is not too bad.. judging by that paper today.. but i scared maths.. haiii.. then lit just .. ya.. then we're free!!! ^.^

"you will never be alone.
remember, in every dark place, you will see light.
because the angel is just by your side."

-hero. mi jia le zi wu.-


Monday, October 04, 2004

AHHH chinese exam sucks sucks sucksss... i wana cry le la.. this time i really in fer it kkaes.. my han zi got 2 wrong le.. add up that kuang kuang = 4 markks!! wat abt the zao ju?? sobbb.. i dun even think i can get like 35/50 fer this paper?? of cox not. look at the paper and summary??? i like duno watla.. no hope le.. sadd.. my zuo wen is not v gd eitherr...
now its science and history. sighh. all the best bah. must get betta fer science and maths. more important. haii. this is a stupid way of comforting myself... my science sucks and my maths dunn have confidence either...

kkaes. happier things. MI JIA LE ROCKSS. =xx but it really rocks. but i admit that the filming is not v gd.. but its nice. i think hero rocks. oh well. he got a v secret, mysterious feeling.. i cant stand shuwei's charactor inside the story. lol =x. and xiao long sitill v coward type in the 1st episode, but after that preview he became really shuai. took off that horrible glasses, l0lx. haha. i think v nicee. he he. bao bei quite chio la, actually. but i think she a bit fat leh.. hahaz.. i like her dress.. pure white de..
the first part is quite okk.. then hero's part nice.. the part where he got shot so kong bu.. the bullet fly towards him slow motion, hit his forehead.. then he fell.. then. blood. a lot of blood. then he just collapse and nv move again. xiao long took his chain.. hai. .then after the mai zi family came and v shocked.. sighh.. so scary.. i think he's a v nice person.. oh well.. but he already died. in the 2nd episode. haha. 2 episodes per wk ma. oni got 1 ad lor. shuangg.

haii. my com. i MUST get it working by the end of exams. if not really torture. i miss my com!! =x sighhh.. fine..

suddenly v sadd..

9 days to end of exams-

Friday, October 01, 2004

MY COM is lockeedd by some stupid hacker... cannot standd.. can on com yet cant use because dun have password. dun make sense?? I OWNER la... lla la la
the only good thing so far is sunday got tv to watch le.. hehehe.. bettat than nothin
so stresssedd laa.. chinese i die le la.. wl... wat the hell still got 2 moer chapt haven touch. as in really haven touch nv even learn meaning or spelling lorr.. sighhhh... im slow... v slow... suddenly v scared lately.. haiii..sleep also cannot sleep peacefully..dottt... stupid la then after chinese worse.. science.. history.. maths.. geog... HAII.. blehhh
hope my com can use after the exams.. if not really torture.. sighh.. bleh..