my past: 08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

haahs.. slacking day today.. hahax.. early in the morn go school.. then no lessons.. did aces day first then went to change. After watch volleyball match.. hahax.. the teachers won.. then bball match.. he didnt play afterall.. hahax.. maybe if he played the score wouldn't be 16-52.. it might be the other way round.. lols..
the concert was ok. 2s de dance quite nice lah have to admit.. budden 2H dancers still rocks more..
somebody said HE cried. eyes red. isit? okie, hardly anybody gave him pressents.. but who would want to give him? Then we decided to buy a shirt for him.. is like we're pitying him and not appreciating his teaching.. stupid lahx.. i gave houliang chocolates. lolx.. he played during the bball match but fell or sth.. looked painful..
After school. went home taking bus 135 with that gal (duno how to spell her name - shireen? from 2I de..) and i tot ruth told me she din wan to go back so i went home instead. then abt 15 min after i got home she called and told me that she's going. with jinci and joy. wells. i was too lazy to take bus again so i waited for them at home instead. but they call me go down for lunch at thaipan restuarant so fine. the horfan is so saltyy!!! eeks. ohwell. and jinci is superr lame lahx. hahax. she got into VIP. another clever gal.
after that went back to my hse and sang song. MY GUZHENG IS COMPLETELY OUT OF TUNE!!! URGHS. cant set it right.. stupidd..
HAx.. the fun part comes when we go play badminton. lolxx.. i dunno how to play but at the end of it i got a hang.. i mean.. know how to kai qiu and keep the game going for some time lahx. i mean.. maybe a few passes but its not always my fault the games ends abruptly becox jinci and ruth are not exactly too gd either. lol. all the same type of standard. the ppl in the oppo court like staring at us can?? stupiidd.. bleah dun care. BADMINTION ROCKS!! hahaxx.. next time shall be tabletennis =P whoax. you are lee, i am jia, and she's wei. DOTX. today was i am ronald, you are susilo. bleahs. this is my lamest day during the whole year.

Would you marry for money?
*of cox not.
Have you had braces?
* no. glad to say my teeth are not sticking out or uneven. yeahx. hahax.
Do you pluck your eyebrows?
*no. but my eyebrows so thick lol. maybe when i grow up but im so scared of pain. dotx.
Do you ever cut or hurt yourself?
*hardly. sometimes when im really, really, really angry or upset i may just pinch myself lahx. hahaz. but now i dun really.
Could you live without a computer?
*no. dun think so.
If you could live in any past time period, whichwould it be?
*as in history?? duno lehs. but the past like so.. diaox lahx. no tv, no com, no music, nth. i dun think i will be able to survive.
Do You Drink Enough Water?
*dun think so.
Do you wear shoes in the house or take themoff?
*who will wear shoes at home? stupid
What is your favorite fruit?
*grapes! watermelon.cherry.pear.orange*sweetones* yangmei!!
What is your favorite place to visit?
*taiwan!japan!snowyplaces.andeurope.THAILAND!! shopping paradises!
Are you photogenic?
*noo.
Do you dream in color or black and white?
*colour la
Do you drink alcohol?
*no.
What is the most beautiful language?
*i duno. english or chinese? thats the only 2 language i know how to speak.
Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most?
*should be sunrise.
Do you want to live to be 100?
*depends.
Is a flat stomach important to you?
*who wants to be fat??
Are you tolerant of other people's beliefs?
*quite. usually..
When you watch movies at home, do you likethe lights on or off?
*usually on a dim light.
Do you believe in magic?
*haha. i WISH there is magic.
Do you think you can draw well?
*okok ba. hahax. i used to attend art classes.
do you like to watch cartoons?
*haha sometimes my younger bro watch i nth to do just slump down beside him. but cartoons are a bit lame lah. and too unrealistic. hahax. but quite cute lah, and v funnae.
At what age did you find out that Santa Clauswasn't real?
*haha. i knew he doesn exist but when i young i always wanted to hang up socks for fun. but i never remembered.
Do you sleep more on your back, front or side?
* All. =x usually side.
Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?
* I WANT JAPAN YORKSHIRE!! but actually im fine with any dogg! i just love dogss!! hahaz. but poodles sounds a bit the pinky womanish type.. know wat i mean..
Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today?
*wats caffeine?
How long is your hair?
*err. a little past shoulder? i want it to grow longer.. my hair is always messy. hate it.
How many landline phones do you have in yourhouse?
*wads landline phone?
Do you get along with your parents
*yeah
What makes you happy?
Top 6:
1. being with my friends and family and going out with them!!
2. playing sports and games with my friends
3. listening music
4. using the com.
5. reading harrypotter or other bks i like.
6. seeing my fav idols like energy and toro!! =PP
-summary: slacking-

Saturday, August 28, 2004

i am tiredd
must study chinese!! i haven started yet.. just copy down the words on that ws houliang claims to be impt and oni 3 ke cox he haven go through the last ws yet. this is sucky.. and i have to pia 4 ke!! hai. actually there's time considering oni 4 ke instead of 6, the usual. and besides tonight and tml still got half a tues and a full wed. shd be able to finish. letss plan.. 1 ke tonight and 2 ke tml shd be ok. then wed or tues finish off the last one and cheng yu. hai hopefully lahx.
and the thing is im so worn out now.. im aching all over becox of x-country ytd and the rest last night wasnt good enough. i feel like i need another 20 hours of sleep.. im v tired today.. siannxxx

kkx. happier things.
I LOVE MI JIA LE ZHI WU!!!!! now that i understd the story more and read the comics, i went to watch the preview another time and the show just rockks can?? whahazz.. its a bit touching at parts lahz. i love niunai's guardian angel!! hahaz.. his wings are cute lahx =x i dun care wat ppl say abt it (guzhuang show, watever. too complicated, but can undstd de. too scientific? i dun think so. cannot understd? thats ur prob.) cox it just rocks and energy rockss.
AND ENERGY IS IN SINGAPORE RIGHT NOW!! they have concert later. hahaz. zpop. i nv go cox i must wait there the entire day just for 10 min of them. wels. and my condition now not too gd to go yahx.. aching all over.. dotx..
cant believe the malaysian fans are still watching xue tian shi. i almost forgot toro's part was jiteng. oh wells =x
just now got shi zi lu kou (energy got g0) . ok its a v lame and long show but its v funnae lah have to admit.. hahaz.. energy just rockss. burning cd now. for keli and myself.. energy selction. ENERGY ROCKS. okk. not gg to burn anymore except maybe one more blue. BLUE ROCKS too!! im crazy. oh well. lee ryan so shuai and he sang the whole chorus for guilty. okkie. but i think energy rocks more lah. haha. but one western one chinese cannt compare. hehaz.. energy's 2 yrs old . ok this is stupid becox they were two yrs old after july this yr. but energy rockss.. their songs are the best always =))

Friday, August 27, 2004

whhoox.. im tiredd!! hha today was x country and my back is aching.. my shoulder is aching.. my legs are also aching.. lolxx.. haix my stamina just suckss lahx.. everytime srun finish also feel like fainting.. ok considering this is 3.2 and not 2.4 i got improve a bit.. but i walked a lot..
towards the end its gd that got houliang becox he sort of made us more cheerful - jia you for us... told us not to stop? he even sprinted at the end with me to make me run. lolss thankieeszz.. actually houliang quite healthy lahx.. i mean.. he can really run and can tell his stamina nubbad lah.. not like some teachers.. yuckss.. think he v gd liddat.. i bet he cant even run finish 1.6!
after that took a cab to orchard.. quite cheap oni 5.60 and its from macRitchie to orchardd.. phy and keli and me and polly went to take neoprint.. then we walk walk until 1.15pm watch 13 going on 30. DIANA WAS THERE with her lot of frenx. lols she's so comicall.. hahazz.. okk..
then after we finish its oni abt 3 so we went to other places and see roxy surfbabe and quiksilver.. the clothes and wallet there soooo niccee!! hahax but so exp.. sighxx.. no money.. ok the wallet is ok so can consider.. but the shirt like one fore $56?? i can buy 4 norm shirts with that price =x
SHHiittx.. chinese exam must pia liao.. this weekend must finish 4 kes!! diex..

Thursday, August 26, 2004

We cant give you wat she did. but at least wat we gave was pure and true.
i don't give you what you want. but at least i show what i truly think.
i've stopped pretending. i'm going to be the real me.

okie.. i'm gg to fa xie so dun read this entry its gg to be just angry words and rubbish.. just v bushuang today.. a lot of small things add up can make me really pissed.. sorry but.. just let me..
icantstandhercantstandhercantstandhercantstandhercantstandherdunowhyishouldn'tbefeeling this.. buticanthelpmyfeelings.. andifu'rereadingitanduhaveanideayouisityou'rewrong. wuntelluwhobut its notwhoyouthink it is..
second..cantstandthem. dunnowatstheprobwiththemandthosepplarenotthem.notatrioorwatever. itsagrpofpplandijustvbushuangthinktheysogdorwattheyjustsuckslah
GGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
dun anyhow suspect becox you're most probably wrong and dun mistake
dun ask me who is it either
dun want to make ppl angry

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

in com lab now.. hahaz.. thanks to mr hou liang.. =P
maths. well, k i managed to get him to pass me.. but polly just told me that mr toh told tkb he's going to set a tough and fair paper. he claims that the paper is biased towards H and I (his classes) .. but pls, it like, his head lah! i mean, look at our class, half of them failed lor! pass also border line pass... wll.. stuppidd

Saturday, August 21, 2004

yeahss! cmidi is working again!

Reflection
Look at me, You may think you see who i really am
But you'll never know me
Everyday its as if I play a part
Now i see if i wear a mask I can fool the world but i cannot fool my heart
Who is that girl i see staring straight back at me
when will my reflection show who i am inside
I am now in a world where i have to hide my heart and what i believe in
but somehow i will show the world what's inside my heart and be loved for who i am
Who is that girl i see staring straight back at me
why is my reflection someone i don't know
must i pretend that im someone else for all time
when will my reflection show who i am inside
There's a heart that must be free to fly
that burns with a need to know the reason why
why must we all conceal what we think how we feel
must there be a secret me i'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that i'm someone else for all time
when will my reflection show who i am inside
when will my reflection show who i am inside

i like you'll be in my heart better! hehe that song is soooo sweett. hehe my burner is working! i've burnt one disc ytd, 20 disney songs. shuang rites.. hehe..

Friday, August 20, 2004

whhooz. finally, its friday =) can sleep well tonight and saturday night. i realized i nv bring home any chinese books to revise.. hahax.. nvm lor.. dun think i will study much too.. at most do a bit of maths..
somebody v bushuang at me and keli nowadays hor.. dun say where got cox it's got and it's quite obvious.. i duno what else is wrong.. but dun let this continue becox the consequences wun be too gd.. as we said, dun think too much okie? honestly, we were v shocked that day and we duno what you mean. it's misunderstanding, all right? cheer up and smile. think easy ( :
sth's the prob with him today. he's crazy. say dun wan teach us anymore. yeah, its gd news. his attitude sucks. hate him. he like think he v cool liddat, the way he throws the maga.. oh pls.. he's so pig cann.. getting bald soon still wan to keep cutting his hair.. wlx.. hate him.. and his stupid attitude..

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

haix.. i couldn't speak to u on the phone.. so write it here.. duno when u will read this..
i know what you're angry abt.. becox i was pissed over the same type of thing often.. so i can understd how you feel.. i duno what to sayx.. let it be over bah.. i mean.. dun think too much.. if you're angry abt the marks (which i dun think so lah) we can tell u de.. is when tkb ask me that time i was playing with her.. so i say dun tell u then stick out tongue at her.. is like playing lor.. we wun like really refuse to tell u de mahx..
if you're angry abt the two of us talking behind ur back (thats wat u think lahx) then dun be, becox we're not. the only thing we said is that everytime u get back test paper will have one innocent face. i tot we said that to u the other time..? dun be oversensitive okie? =) we're not like some ppl u noe.. *winks*
dun make our frenship weak by this sort of thing okie? i also v pissed over the two of u sometimes.. keep laughing and dun wan to tell me what u laughing abt.. gimme the feeling u two like laughing at me liddat.. hai..but i got over it.. i mean..this happens too often .. but i guess sometimes we're just being oversensitive de lahx.. =)
if u got other things u bushuang abt tell us striaight lahs.. then can explain wun have this scar.. okie?

Monday, August 16, 2004

nv go guzheng today. hahax.. kkae is not i gu yi one.. is no choice.. if not i also wana go cant miss too much practices cox i cant play.. budden my studio practice starts at 6, so i must reach at 5.45 at most. from my house to parkway about 20 min inluding the walking and waiting for bus. about lahx, may be later.. then if i go guzheng until about 4pm, take bus i reach home 5 liao.. still need to bathe.. v rush lahx.. then if traffic jam im dead.. hahx..
today got 3 tests return.. english.. hai.. i got 15 /25 oni! ): then science.. sighs.. hahax.. pass lahs.. then maths i got same as polly.. lol (: we like .. i this qn duno how to do u also duno.. i noe u also noe.. then both of us get exactly same marks like i joked last time.. the half mark also both units wrong, cm instead of m.. =.='' hahs
is my new temp nice? haha the pic is nice but a bit too big. but i like lah. haha.. going to find the blinkies and put! (: i like.. hehehx.. thanks to tayyongen..

Sunday, August 15, 2004

urghs.. my sore throat is getting worse!!! i've drank about 8 glasses of water today already (its 2.30pm) and i'm still thirsty. WoOO and i've got piano exam on wed. kk i've repeated this for v long but how??? i dun think will heal by then lehs. summore got flu makes it worse. haiii
hehex. phy i'll take ur advice go drink pi pa gao. lol ^^
pray for me let me heal faster~ after my exam i fever also nvm =X hahax..

Saturday, August 14, 2004

i've gotten myself a sorethroat. and i'm having piano lesson on wednesday and i will have to sing. well. there goes my marks for singing. fine..
not in a v good mood.. my eyes are swollen.. okiex.. i cried myself to sleep last night. my mother is so unreasonable. she's in a bad mood and she vent her anger on me. maligned me.. then when i argued she hit me kkaes.. called me a coward.. 'gan zhuo bu gan dang' whats the meaning of this? does she noe these words are very strong and hurtful? I din do it ok? I noe it's a stupid thing to be angry over, but she was and i was becox of the words she used. COWARD. really. im not one. i wun lie becox of this sort of thing.

Friday, August 13, 2004

hahax.. i changed my blog template. nice?? yeah, phy i know this pic is also a little RA but they're just young girls can? Nobody so bian tai like you. :P
maths test today. it was quite ok actually.. the first pg i duno how to do.. 3 marks.. anything lah.. since everybody also duno how to do.. hahax..
going to slack today.. maybe at night copy a bit of notes.. but not going to do much. hahax.
sian. is the music nice? never had a dream come true. by s club 7.. ok i know the song is quite old but so what.. it's nice...

Monday, August 09, 2004

im in a terribly bad mood
everything seems to go wrong
i shd be at eg's session now.. but im not becox my mum dun let me go as nobody is going with me. i cant go alone. i duno wats the prob with cerlyn's side but its not her fault anyway. im not blaming her. or her fren. i dun have the rite to criticize her fren anyway. i dun even noe her.
and today. supposed to go out with ruth and jinci. pri sch frenz. but duno y jinci's mum apparently wanted to go out with her so. wells. maybe im not in the mood to go out either. ruth wil just come and we will play games. and then ruth came and she had concert. so she left after coming here for about 20 min.
maths. im worried. v worried.
my life sucks. really sucks. nothing will go right today. nothing.

Thursday, August 05, 2004

hahx. im in sch com lab now. ha.. finally updating.. hm.. hectic wk.. got 5 days holis now but like hav to do art and study maths.. hai..
geog was ok.. just tt i like repeating my ans in qns.. chinese bu yao jiang le. hai.. hax.. sci today is ok already.. hmx..
havin art course now.. hmm.. quite boring lahx but gg to use com and see got template a not.. hmx..
tml ndp.. stupid lah must wear canvas shoes.. later gg out.. who wan to go out with me?? =P okiex fine.. nobody wants to..

Monday, August 02, 2004

geexx... just bathed.. i 5 o clock then reach home lor.. sian.. got guzheng.. left my jacket there.. hope tml still there lahx.. hai..
changed seats liao.. hahax.. i sitting with keli, and then phy at the corner. that place quite cosy.. hahax.. for a change lah.. yongen sat with pt. polly temporarily with tkb, jenn with sheena and belle.. cerlyn with bianca and dayna, andrea with bhavani and sneha. lol, andrea's story so funae todae.. sneha wants her alone, so dun wan bhavani to cum.. LOL.. hahahax..
hate thk. i really hate him.. he sucks man.. wasted so much time trying to figure out a qn.. is he a maths teacher a not? if next yr zhong him really suay lahx.. hai.. hope not.. hate him.. yuckks.. he's disgusting..
3 test~!! hai chinese i learn 4 ke liao.. plus cheng yu.. left 2 ke.. spelling must go and learn properly.. so many duno how to write today.. hai.. practically copying frm yongen the whole thing. heex.. haix.. geog sucks.. not to mention sci.. i plan to use com until 6.15 liddat then study until 7.. revise more of it.. then at night going to do more chinese and maybe a bit geog.. hai.. left today and tml oni!! =(
chinese oral i nV FAIL LEH!! lol. my reading got 8. lol. my mum will nv dare to say i read until make her sleep again. cox i got 2 shangs. ye got one shang one zhong shang also get 8. no fair de.. haix.. hahax.. my news report and cons sucks, 7 and 7. polly got 8 and 9!! yuckks. wan to kill her. so overall i got 22/30.. haha not bad lah.. i mean, not bad for me cox i tot i might fail.. or pass badly.. hahax.. sheena got 27!!! stupid lah, who ask her zhong hou liang.. if me got houliang sure get higher de =P hahax. provided i dun laugh when i see him.

Sunday, August 01, 2004

haix. stupid lahx.. so much tests.. siann.. i like do v litle.. cant even concentrate properly.. stupid.. geog sucks.. duno wat to learn.. seems like nth to really memorize.. which is not a gd thing actually..
ytd went to watch ella enchanted with polly.. hahx nice show lahs.. a bit lame and too short, but its nice lahx.. typical fairytale.. hmmx.. stupid cinema guard or whatever.. she shooed us out cox we smuggled in outside food.. wadeva lah.. she was saying will give out smell. she didnt even allowed the sprite can! pls lah, sprite got smell isit? idiot.. then we smuggled in for the 2nd time lah.. lol..then cheng gong.. hahs..
got a funny dream last night.. lol.. v lame but funnae lah.. hahax i dreamt that i (or we, got my 'family' or sth, soem adults and siblings lah) were on a grassland and we were flying. as in, on brooms..lolx.. idiotic rite.. yah then we were like dodging balls (bludgers?) sent by some guy (malfoy??)
then i got hit some times but like not pain.. haha then that guy was laughing.. fine lah.. i like got hit for 3/10 times liddat. hahx. idiotic.. then after that we duno fly where, then my broom got problem.. that broom is not v big.. its v small then is like must light a flame at its tail then will work.. lol.. then so small liao my flame just kept going out.. cannot fly properly.. then i tot like that flame sure burn me, that broom like so small.. but not pain lah, of course..
then got this magical blue drain.. all my family could go in but i couldnt go in.. lol.. stupid lah..
then v guai lah.. suddenly i back at home then got this mysterious black door, magic one.. then my dad (really my dad, excpet in the dream he wizard lah) was telling me that that door waiting to tell me sth, so i must open it.. i open liao got this funny man duno give me sth.. that parcel inside got medicine one. lol.. then i was wondering what the hell that medicine is then wake up liao.. lolx.. lame..

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