my past: 02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004

Sunday, February 29, 2004

halo
the com got prob again for 2 days.. then my bro re-installed everything.. he say may have error.. if have tell him he will try to fix it.. hahax he so nice=) i first time use this 'fixed' com.. now downloading msn again.. everything erased mah.. SHIT ALL MY PIX... ARGHHHH
but nvm.. cuz i think most of the pix i uploaded in ths grp.. our grp suddenly increase to 461 members today =) hahax cuz i think i went around advertising all the midis i uploaded in the grp.. funny i tot other grps shd have also.. but still got ppl cum n see.. heh..
yays msn dl finish le
hmm tmr got lit test... first period also.. i made notes le.. i sumhow think i nv study enuff.. but then i duno wat else can i do.. haix... idiot leh
hehehe i noticed my pix still all here leh.. yays my bro din delete them.. hahax GUD
hmm... v sian.. gg soon betta sleep earlier if not my dad will nag.. he doesn seem to be in a gud temper.. sighs...

Friday, February 27, 2004

yo
today went orchard with polly, peiting
i bought 2 posters, xuetianshi another version (now i find it a bit plain) and the u weekly one. u weekly once chao nice.. v closed up.. hehx i was thinking if it was black and white it wud fit nicely into the energy4ever.. hais... dun say le lah duno y i keep thinking nowadaes if energy4ever had toro how wud the cover be like.. in the shape of 6.. the logo in the middle or sth? hahax
polly din have ezlink.. used money take bus instead.. her mum called twice to ask abt her.. hmm wat happened?? hahax i reach home at abt 5? forgot le =x but polly like 5.30 le haven reach home.. hmmm
i put baofengyu as the music... nice? =) this song v nice hor? its composed by toro and the lyrics by him too.. in other words the song is fully by him!!! so nice.. wang le ai is also chaoji nice.. so is the other 2 songs.. but these 2 songs more popular.. hahax
gtg.. believe it or not now 6.45pm n i haven bathe yet.. hahax cya

Thursday, February 26, 2004

yay~ my com is working today as well
seems like no prob leh.. ytd din auto shut down or hang at all.. yays
hmmm keli seems so enthu on doing her diary..even ask me to do for her cuz she cant get the things rite.. lols crazy lah i dunno wat u like.. u shd find the templates urself.. at most i provide u with template info n html stuff lor...
today return maths test... common tests.. yay i so happie finally touched a1 le.. but actually common test v little percentage... so if u get low mark also nvm one.. abt 5 % oni.. out of mid yr.. e oni thing is tt ur progress report will have abt 75% ba? duno.. hahax
hmm i think nxt wk stil ok.. oni one lit test.. think its common test.. hais.. nvm lor the week after got 3 test.. THREE... 2 common tests and one class test... the class test is maths again.. i think maths still ok.. i v scared GEOG.. agriculture leh.. will memorise until u go crazy.. chinese arh.. just hais...
pt and ye so 'enthu' abt band nowadaes ya.. watever band so nice kk.. ye will repeat to me everyday mutiple times at my ear that YAY~ TODAY GOT BAND, or YAY TMR GOT BAND, or YAY LATER GOT SELF SAC. ......
I READ THE XUETIANSHI COMICS LE!!!! WHOAAA chao nice kk!!!! i luv the story.. the story so far is...... when ji teng (toro)young tt time, her mother was killed by sombody and those ppl took jiteng and his bro (by yan xing shu) away to live in duno wat place.. n beat them.. jiteng was oni 5 n his bro 10.. jiteng keep crying say he want mama.. lols then at a party later he met xuetong (by wangyujie) n both of them had lost their mum.. so jiteng took xuetong to a snowhill when it snowed and say wana find xuetianshi.. xuetong also v enthu so when her papa took her back halfway she like wailed n say I WANT XUETIANSHI then her papa asked wats that, she say xiaolei noes (jiteng's another name, when he small) so his papa went to find the bros, then tt nite jiteng was ill n his bro took him in the rain to find doc, in the end jiteng fell into a river n got washed away (so sad)
17 yrs later... jiteng met xuetong... n then when he took her for the first ride on his horse, he told xuetong he liked her, n they were like snow white n the prince on the horse.. jiteng wasnt serious abt it but xuetong took it serious.. she starting to like jiteng liaoz.. then a lot happened.. then during one night jiteng's bro and dad(adopted one) were kidnapped n the kidnapper say just giv them xuetong n they will be safe... jiteng really took xuetong there.. xuetong was like, how can u betray me when u tel me u are my fren.. jiteng over there v guilty type then the kidnappers tied her up, then jiteng say, I TOT U TOLD ME U WUN HURT HER? then jiteng tried to save xuetong but her bro(yanxingshu, adopted by her family) came at tt time and saved her instead..
after tt xuetong went into hospital and yanxingshu was so mad(he liked xuetong) n he went to beat up jiteng lor! (so xintong).. then jiteng din resist him... yanxingshu say, u dun think u dun fight back i wun hurt u or sth.. the jiteng still nv say anything... he was beaten up so badly lor... then after tt xuetong ok liaoz she keep saying she wants to find jiteng... her bro so angry.. hahaX of cuz lah yanxingshu so ugly jiteng(toro) so shuai.. lols..
in the middle got one gerl go n kiss toro... wl.. then xuetong bu shuang go n scold him.. lols in the end she challenged tt gerl to drink wine.. then she lost after drinking one cup n jiteng carried her all the way back to the farm... ... ... yanxingshu also asked for xuetong's hand but xuetong rejected him.. got story one lah believe it or not i finished the comics in 20 min.. so nice kkk!!!! arhhh i cant wait for 5th april

Wednesday, February 25, 2004

whoa
damn lucky finally able to turn off the com.. i have to brace myself cuz i noe this com will shut down by itself anytime n then cant on again.. now can turn on my father wan to go out with me -_-"
i dun wan to go out
dun feel like, now tt my com can use.. i wana use the com b4 it 'spoils' again...
hai nvm lah.. so stressed this week... got sci and history test today.. history test shd be ok.. but sci i think i will fail
next monday got lit test.. no so bad.. hai my dad cum out liaoz
haha he so nice i ask him to let me use for 10 more min he nv say anything.. ask me dun shut down the com in case it doesn go blank.. he can use.. =P i can use more like it.. i wana do lit..
hai i really hope the com can be used at least abt half an hour each day b4 it breaks down 'for the day' ? or even 20 min.. at least.. hahaZ now the tests over le i wana use until i shuang.. but cant even on.. whalaos...
hahaZ so if i not online for the next week or sth wun be surprising.. my com spoil lor.. spoil for 3 days now i lucky can switch on.. i was so happie kk.. hahaZ
anyway i LOVE toro's songs! n i luv him too! energy is alwaes 5 ppl - i combined the e4 and toro pics, both abt same size and latest styles.. they look so nice as five ppl.. hai~ can oni imagine they still 5 ba...

Sunday, February 22, 2004

hai~
Just finish doing my part of the ipw and manicure thingy. GRR damn irritating kk.. finally can do things i like with LESS worries. i still worried abt tests.. hai
im alwaes thinking of 3 things
when can the world be freed of stress and school.. and work
when can i gain complete freedom and happiness
when can energy as 5 have a new album again
when think of the first two.. i will feel v 'hais~' i dun think tt can ever happen.... we jus have to accept it and go on with it
as for the third one.. i will wan to cry.. isit it a v sad qn? when will the five of them, meet up together, record songs together, laugh together, sleep oni 4 hours a day together, perform together on a stage again? Will they ever think tt some fans are heartbroken to think tt there will be no more energy? no more new albums? no more concerts? (not even one had taken place actually) qn directed at e4. toro WANS to go back to energy.. is becuz e4 doesn even wan him. all toro fans noe tt.. but nobody wanZ to say tt, tts all. e4 thinks they are gud enuff without toro. true lah, without toro they can still go on. they will lose a lot of fans though. but by doing this it will really break the hearts of toro fans. kk lah, some toro fans. some jus die hard support toro, heck abt energy.
but i cant

anyway this afternn there was earthquake
quite 'violent' one.. i felt it
i was sitting at my desk duno doing wat
then suddenly feel v dizzy.. like everything is shaking.. i was thinking i was just feeling dizzy.. cuz my maid in my room she like nth happen (now have to remind myself she's alwaes a block of wood. lols v bad lah but its true.. not just this afternn. a lot of times le)
then just now my dad told me..indonesia got earthquake all ppl in neptune court(the flat beside my estate) rush downstairs. lols i even look out of the window see got anything happen.. i had tot of a earthquake too.. but decided i was dizzy.. summore i was having headache
anyway
i hope one day.. energy will release a new album.. their real 4th album as 5 ppl. i will alwaes hope for tt day.. even though there's no more chance le
i suppose if the same thing happens to ur fav band u will feel the same thing
so dun be..

Saturday, February 21, 2004

y0z
todae my bro cuming home.. at abt 1 sth.. so i wun be using com until monday.. n if the com got virus maybe longer =(
todae gg yongen's hse
she v qianbian ytd
keli, polly, and pt did ipw but she din
i din too cuz i got guzheng
but she din cuz she wanted to go home watch wqyl
kk she got piano lesson but it starts at 3.30pm.. she cud hav stayed back for abt 45 min at least.. or at least stay back for 20 min mah..
ytd guzheng was not too bad
quite nice in fact.. the teacher let us off at 3.15pm.. but i cudnt find polly they all.. com lab got ppl having lessons... duno where u all went
ytd nite v funny.. i dreamt tt RENFU was sitting on a chair at our classroom.. then he ask me to sit down beside him..so i did... (his hair was the awful grey color tt i first saw at wqyl last nite) then i took out a mag n read..
he ask me why i buy..i told him cuz got a lot of toro inside... then he said, how do u feel when i mention shanwei
u noe sth.. i CRIED v loud n say, I MISS HIM
.........
then i suddenly rmbr previously i had dreamt of shanwei dying due to a accident when he played with fire crackers .... .... .... .... the image cum out summore..
then i like cry v loud (ohya polly, keli, pt was there too.. but ye was nowhere to be seen.. go home watch wqyl perhaps) n say, i miss shanwei, i want him back etc.. (i was mad)
then renfu say, but u buy this mag for toro rite? so i said sth like, yes i luv toro
then i show renfu the pic of toro ...
no more le... v funny dream hor.. i suddenly think its v ... n funny.. hmm
anyway ytd wqyl i saw how toro+wangyujie fell off the horse!!!! so xintong u noe, toro was like.. losing balance then he say... wait wait then he fell off, pulling wangyujie down with him
wat made me v xintong is the part the doctor twist his hand back... the doctor twist got a loud crack u noe.. i sooooooo xintong when toro went arghhhh then he like curl to his side...can tell v pain.. argh i v v xintong
but wqyl had toro..yu le niao bu niao.. n he ensured the fans he was alright.. even show his hand.. lols toro so cute.. toro u must take care of urself wors... the fans see u so pain v xintong one u noe.. hahax

Thursday, February 19, 2004

my com got virus..can tell.. one thing is the server is slow.. another thing is tt some webs dun load fully n they tel u done.. the worst thing is the com keep hanging or the screen go black suddenly.. my parents ask me dun use but i still use.. hahaZ
wait until weekend lor... my bro will fix it bah.. hopes nth goes wrong
the countdown now is.... toro:32 days......e4:25 days.......xuetianshi....46days......the xuetianshi may be wrong.. may be earlier.. maybe 39 days? not sure when xjsn will finish... hmmmm..looks like wana finish but haven finish type
tmr got maths test
i not in the mood of studying.. jus feel like using com, sleeping, lazing around, doin things i like
but have to study.. tan han kiang.. i hate him a lot suddenly... hippo face, teethy face, bus driver clothes... u think he sounds nice? he sounds like an idiot.. kk lah not say idiot but he sux
keli says ms wan rocks.. hahaZ i dun think she rocks but she is considered one of the nice teachers le... out of all our teachers this yr oni ms wan.. n maybe houliang(at least his lessons i wun sleep)is acceptable teachers...
teachers like gabriel tan.. their lessons = sleeping
teachers like vivien koh.. they oni dictate answers to us
teachers like doris foong.. bo hope
teachers like mrs lim... piangZ i dun sleep (try hard not to) i also dunnoe wat she toking abt.. u noe she jus tok n tok n tok n when she finish, she will jus smile at our blank faces and take it as we undstd... hai...
today when i entered the estate.. a taxi driver ask me over.. so i went over n he asked me thru the window, do u noe a cedarian living in this block(point).. so i say i duno, but i noe there are cedarians living here.. then he said, this gal frm ur sch too, n she took my taxi, told me she no money go upstairs take then gimme.. but nv came back... horrible isnt it..
i suddenly feel a bit no face... i wearing cedar uniform also.. but honestly i think tt cedarian a bit guofen.. old old taxi driver wan to retire liaoz also cheat him.. lols (noe wat i mean?)
hahaZ anyway i think toro's songs v nice.. after hearing them over n over again...
toro's hand is injured when he filming.. wonder wat happened.. but i v xintong.. all e fans all xintong
toro.. u must take care worx.. dun be too stressed.. dun get injured again...
the fans will alwaes support u... when e4 wins.. rmbr.. its one against four.. indirectly u win! u are most popular member, rmbr.. everybody support u wor, u must jia you, but dun too stressed, must rest orh..
yong yuan support toro he energy. yong yuan xing nian 5 ge ren de shi guang.

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

ruth did this in her entry
since i'm feeling so sian.. maybe doing this will help

[my name is]: jing han, u shd noe

[in the morning i am]: v v v sleepy and sian

[all i need is/are]: a stress-free life, full of freedom and leisure and happiness

[if i could see one person right now]: TORO!

[i'm afraid of]: exams/tests, creepy crawlies, those days monthly, many others

[i dream about]: hmm.. more like i WISH to dream abt.. of cuz energy or toro!

H A V E Y O U E V E R . . .

[been in love]: no larhZ.. perhaps not time yet?

[cried when someone died]: so far not yet.. i oni been to one funeral.. i not close to her but i felt bad too

[drank alcohol]: oni a drop.. n felt terrible after tt

[lied]: of cuz lah. hahaz

[coke or pepsi]: to me both tastes the same..

[flowers or candy]: hmm.. candy ba? i like flowers too

W I T H T H E O P P O S I T E S E X . . .

[what do you notice first?]: perhaps looks.. first impression mah

[last person you slow danced with]: i v v v bad at dancing.. n i will nv dance with a guy

[worst thing to say]: dun undstd

[tall or short]: tall, but not too tall..abt 175cm? depends how tall i am nxt time

W H O . . .

[makes you laugh the most?]: RUTH. she DAMN funny kk.. hahahaz

[makes you smile]: my family and frenZ. n of cuz, TORO!!!

[has a crush on you?]: i dunnoe.. hahaZ ppl have crush on u usually dun tel u de..

[easier to talk to: boys or girls?]: of cuz gerlZ

D O Y O U E V E R . . .

[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: siao is it

[save aol/aim conversations]: no

[cried because of someone saying something to you]: yes.. my parents say v hurting words sumtimes n they dun realise it... frenZ not really.. but some frenZ can make me upset

H A V E Y O U E V E R . . .

[fallen for your best friend]: pls lor

[been rejected]: no lah

[rejected someone]: no

[used someone]: ? i use ppl for wat.. i not evil kk

[been cheated on]: hmm.. i duno lehZ.. not really ba

[done something you regret]: of cuz.. but no use regretting..

W H O W A S T H E L A S T P E R S O N . . .

[you talked to]: my mum

[hugged]: my mum?

[you instant messaged]: a energy fan?

[you laughed with]: duno??? seems quite long since i laughed today

D O Y O U . . .

[color your hair]: no lah..

[habla espanol]: wats this

H A V E Y O U / / D O Y O U / / A R E Y O U

[smoke]: YUCK i hate the smell of it!!!

[obsessive]: im obsessed with energy, toro, and music

[could you live without the computer?]: i think i wun survive long without it... 2 weeks maybe can ba.. can longer but will be v xinku

[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: 100sth lah

[what's your favorite food?]: no fav food... but i like quite a lot of food

[whats your favorite fruit?]: hmmm... i dun really hav fav.. i like a lot.. grapes, durian, watermelon etc

[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: both hurts a lot.. depending

[trust others way too easily?]: hmm i usually trust my close frenZ n my family of cuz

F I N A L Q U E S T I O N S . . .

[i want]: a stress-free life, to see toro and energy, have energy/ toro's hug, energy to be 5 ppl again

[i wish]: energy will becum 5 ppl again, for gud results, to see toro and energy, everyday was a holiday

[i love]: lots of things, music, toro, energy, frenz, family, sleeping, watching tv, online, lotr etc

[i miss]: 5 ppl de energy, the holidays

[i fear]: many things. those days, exams, tests, swimming lessons, etc

[i hear]: ? not really v noisy here..

[i wonder]: if my wishes will cum true...

-sick-
now is much betta.. ytd i was having high fever.. 38.2 degrees.. kongbu hor.. so todae din go sch
the medicine damn effective.. after i ate it 1 hour my fever ok liaoz... becum abt 37.2 or wat.. abt there.. hahaZ my headache also stopped le..
budden tt medicine v hard to swallow.. its a tablet n veh big lor... my ahma ask me wana cut into half a not.. hahaZ gud idea.. but v mafan.. today i swallow tt tablet until choke..
10 sth u all called me rite.. i heard my dad toking but too lazy to get out of bed.. hahaz
watched xjsn le.. xingwang and youyayu nxt episode gg to fight liaoz lor.. u sure need 24 episodes? like 2 more episodes wana finish le.. 5 april means abt 5 more wks leh.. hahaZ
gg to change my template..
yong yuan bu hui wang le ai.... toro... yong yuan ai ze ni

Tuesday, February 17, 2004

in sch now
waiting for 3 pm.. go st johns...sianZ
i wana go home
but then like v wat if i go home
later got piano lesson..... hai stupid.. extra lor
now downloading msn msg on this com.. damn slow..
hai by the time i reach home sure abt 5 o clock le... whalao so late... i haven do theory haven practice.. shit larhz
i v sick now... having headache, sore throat, and i sprain my neck slightly.. suay leh... i nv jog then i dun think i gg to see doctor.. so waste money.. hai c first lahx... last nite i was feeling terrible... hai... last time i also like tt... hopefully 2 days ok liaoz... tmr got PE.. hai i think PE betta then jogging.. jogging suckZ
haiyaZ zheng say xiaodao not so bad.. watever i hate him kk.. i think he v dotZ.. own band dun wan to join then go n create one copycat band.. copy energy.. whalaoZ.. i think is he ask k one to go against energy de.. energy rawks and k one suckZ!! hpmh.. xiaodao veh extra lor.. 2nd album he nv contribute n his photo is on the gaiban.. its not fair
toro sang in all those songs... the MVs dun have him... xiaodao nv sing n all the mvs have him..
miss energy... alwaeZ

Monday, February 16, 2004

hi~ hahaZ i'm wondering if i shd change template.. l0lZ suddenly feel like.. hmmmmm
hai~ lit and maths test cuming up.. SIANx leH
one more thing.. i hate guzheng
n i miss energy
n i dun mind getting a hug frm renfu
but i will nv accept xiaodao's hug.. he not oni stink kk..
I WANT A HUG FRM TORO!!!!!!
I wud also love it if xiezhi hugs me!
hahAz

Sunday, February 15, 2004

countdown --> no. of days left -->ToRo:35 E4:28 Xue TiAn ShI:50
Just went out with ruth.. l0ls bought the valentine day gifts.. i bought rose for my mum n she was so happie.. hahaZ...
u chart~ yingzaifei is 7th.. rise 3 places..yay~ hahax haiya i want toro's song to be in the chart budden i realised i cant find the ost in music shops.. like oni pre-order then have.. why?? funny lor..
the norton anti-virus said they spotted a virus in this programme i duno wat.. they said it cant be repaired.. how how how??!! arhhx i dun even noe wat file is tt... after this leads to my com breaking down.. i cant afford tt!! arhhhh
hai anyway today 56's session.. now is abt 6.. wonder wat is happening.. chaotic situation again? most probably.. hahaZ..
looking forward to toro's arrival in sg.. i simply LUV toro!! energy will be here one week b4 toro, their session is 7.30pm at suntec lehx.. wl.. i cant go le.. 7.30 sooo late!! hope there will be summore... i mean i nv buy their cd but i will at least go n see them.. i still luv them no matter wat.. abt 70%.. but i luv toro more.. toro is 99.9999%! hahAz not 100%.. actually 100% can oni be family.. u really luv them.. heh but toro is alwaes 2nd! plus frenZ of cuz.. hahaZ
i really hope toro's session wun be too late.. at least 4pm, PLS.. n hopefully on a saturday, tt will be best.. or sunday also can, but pls dun on sch days!!!

Saturday, February 14, 2004

countdown -->days left --> ToRo:36 E4:29 xue tian shi:51

hahAz feeling v crazy v happie suddenly.. duno y.. hehehe
i luv my mum, i luv my dad, i luv my bros, i luv toro, i luv kunda, i luv shuwei, i luv milk, i luv ahdi, i luv energy, i luv xiezhi, i luv my frenZ, i luv u! happie valentine's day everyone
i luv toro~ 99.99%
i luv energy~ 99.99%
i luv e4~ 70%
i luv xuetianshi~ 85%
i luv my frenZ~ 99.99%
i luv my mum: 100%
i luv my dad:100%
i luv my bros:99%
HaPPiE VaLenTinE's DaY

feeling v irritated
stupid lehx.. haven buy valentine day gifts yet.. then is like the gal hu said she will call b/w 3 to 4 to meet me n go with me din call.. n its gg to be 4.30 soon.. later dun think can go out.. then now i feeling v v v hot.. just bathe oni sweating liaoZ..
wanted to buy flowers for my mum..she doesn seemed interested when i said valentines day is not oni for couples(adults think tt way) but also for family and frenZ.. she jus said.. aiya i sunday go market buy for u lahZ.. ok lo.. fine.. hpmh...
if the gal call i will go.. if she dun i wun.. v irritating... hai~ nobody online now.. i sumhow dun feel like staying at home.. but i dun think my parents planning to go out today.. tml my bro go back at 5 sth wun go out one.. i tot they said on days tt my bro cum home we will go out to have movies, or eat dinner..
valentine's day is supposed to be a nice day..
in fact ytd fri 13th i happier mood...
hopefully later things go betta....
*tt gal haven return home yet. she is in sch......... she told me 3 plus de... hmmmmm

Friday, February 13, 2004

WHALAO
i almost finished the entry n wanted to publish when the whole screen went black twice. haiya.. just my luck... today fri 13th.. suay suay suay..
i lazy to write wat i wrote.. summary is abt guzheng.. i hate it.. cant catch up.. then.. haiya lazy to write lahx.. then i wanted to say 56 has session this sunday.. hahaz i luv xiezhi! he so shuai.. so cute.. lols he's a bit like toro in the sense of both like to act shuai.. but toro is more playful, more 'chatty'.. xiezhi is more quiet.. hahax i say toro more 'chatty' make me think of renfu =XxX YUCK i hate wang renfu kk.. he so NOISY so ACT SHUAI so ACT CUTE.. alwaes bully ppl also.. beh duno y yong en like him so much.. its like liking a noisy idiot monkey-cat.. hai
hai missing u de song veh nice.. i miss energy.. i prefer energy's style... honestly lahx.. i luv toro's charactor.. he's so caring, so pure, so innocent.. he v shuai n he likes to act shuai too.. lols but when he acts shuai ppl dun hate him.. ppl will think he v cute.. same for xiezhi.. i like the way xiezhi smiles.. v charming =D then toro dun smile v shuai, smile v cute.. lols i lUV toRo! i also luv xiezhi! i HATE renfu. i HATE xiaodao..
i luv these ppl cuz
ToRo: he's so pure, so innocent, so talented, so caring, so fun-loving, so kawAii, so fadian,so shuai!
KuNdA: he's toro's best friend, he's v quiet, v innocent too, n v shuai! he v cute sumtimes
NiUnAi: he's v CUTE!! lols his rabbit teeth v v v cute.. hahax, he's like a big bro too, v gud at dancing!
AhdI: he has a v charming voice.. when he sings love songs to u you really will be moved.. most man
ShUwEi: he's quite friendly, n has a soothing voice!
ENERGY: they are simply TOO talented, too sha, too cute, too caring, too fun-loving! I LUV EVERYTHING OF THEM!!
energy RaWkS~ forever 5 members! ToRo+miLk+KuNdA+ahDi+sHuwEi=zui sha band ENERGY!

Thursday, February 12, 2004

hai~
My com hang 6 times todae. just now. whalao eh i think gonna break down sooner or later.. if this goes on really must do sth.. maybe todae the wire nv connect properly. i think so, cuz after when i push the thing more in ok le. hopefully lor... hai.. this com ah...
todae got homecons pract test.. then hai~ think i gonna fail.. my table was full of flour.. lols i jus hope i dun fail. hahax wudnt be nice though i think my mum dun really care. she wudnt want me to fail also.. hahaZ.. hai..
duno y i this whole day v bad mood.. started right early in the morn.. stupid lahx.. then homec.. i hate it.. it was half-baked.. cuz no time, i put in earlier then the others summore.. stupid lah.. hahax peiting liked it.. i so gan dong.. hahax =D keli was saying the butter v disgusting.. i agree.. lols then the whole sink flooded like hell.. haha in the end use the pump then the pump stuck.. lols v funny.. keli like so fast finish hers..stupid lah homec.. i mean, wats the use of learning all this lor.. not as if we grow up becum cooks or bakers or chef.. not interested anyway.. its quite hard lor.. unseen recipe.. we nv do b4 one.. i added too much water n it looked damn disgusting.. in the end added lots of flour.. hahax guess becuz of this sure lose marks.. hai i dun care lahx.. dun fail can liaox.. but the thing is i think i will..
i din noe my face was a bit black.. i wasnt bushuang or wat.. just v sian n disturbed.. then is like cum back frm recess tkb ask me y i like look so sad.. i look sad meh? hahax ok.. then after take the ying yong wen frm libra hou he was asking me am i sick? aiyo.. i say no then he say.. orh.. u during lesson got listen a not.. i tot he was trying to imply i did badly.. then he went on saying u keep turning round to tok to hou mian liang ge ren.. then i say i was asking them abt the words.. then he sort of accepted my ans.. then he say must listen to him tok.. hpmh hu wants to listen to him anyway.. he so noisy.. so loud.. stupid lahx..
*alWaEs miSSinG EnErGy* *alWaEs lOvInG toRo*
*alWaEs SuPpoRt 5 ppl EnErGy* *AlWaEs LoVinG toRo.KuNda.MilK.ShuWeI.AhDi*

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

today is a damn busy day.. first in the morn went to sch feeling scared.. whole brain full of algebra and chinese gou ci.. hmmmm worry until top period.. chinese was ok lah.. think shdnt be too bad.. then we din hav maths.. cuz of this news.. dun wana mention.. if u frm cedar u shd noe.. v bad n sad news.. abt a cedarian .. can oni give her all blessings..
think its a gud thing maths postponed if not i wud surely fail.. hai~ then after tt went PS+orchard with polly and peiting.. collected toro's ost... AHH the ost CHAO JI NICE!! heh haven listen yet, but the pictorial bk v nice, got toro's autograph.. he veh cute leh n draw a tunafish with a crown on it.. haha cutie toro! then the poster V nice! though got 2 extra ppl there, but toro's face was still quite big, quite closed-up.. nice! i put it up with blutac then 3 hours later whole thing drop.. hmmm in the end v xintong got double-sided tape. hai~ -heartpain-
then now finally finished ipw peiting like bushuang.. hahax i din summarise or rephrase.. but then dunnid to be so wat rite? its research oni mah. not presentation. haiya.. ye ask me 3 times for keli's no. fine. she ask me to do research. fine. keli keep toking to me when i bz. FINE. the com keep wanting to hang n it finally did. Wat shit lah.
i deleted lots of stuff.. then after still must delete more in the grp so tt can upload easy cum easy mv, which is 42MB. 42 000 kb. WL i must delete a lot of things liaox lah. u wan me to delete all of toro's songs also not enuff lor.. haiya go n find the smaller version lahx.. u upload also will upload until siao kk.. hai~ i try to delete some stuff but its v hard to delete until left 42mb one lahx..

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

hEhE toro's ost is officially out in sg le.. hmm sorry wor toro i tmr then get ur cd.. haha todae i got piano lesson summore tml got tests so i din go n collect.. i tmr will collect no matter wat! =D ToRo, yong yuan ai ni wor!!
hahax anyway NYP nanyang polytechnic (jus found out) de concert E4 got go!! ahh i wana go leh.. not fair one.. y not cedar.. i'd go crazy hahaZ.. of cuz no toro not nice, but i still wana go mah.. the other 4 ppl i still one.. its e way they treat toro tt i dun like.. kk lah i dun like them but still they are frm energy de mah.. i will also be v happie if they cum cedar n sing. hai fat hope.. really dang gu gu le.
.... polly + ye ( n maybe pt) will be gg to 56's session on sunday.. they wana go at duno wat time (6 sth i suppose? or i think earlier.) hai honestly i dun think need to go so early.. i noe u think its worth to wake up at 5 sth, i also will do tt, but dunnid go so early rite? tt thing starts at 5PM. PM leh, n im sure they will cum at abt 6pm. u queue for 11 hours??!!!! summore 56 fans are like tt.. chaotic etc.. u will die there.. tt time i stood in the crowd for abt 1 hour oni i felt like fainting le u noe..i was like.. wana fall wana fall.. v dizzy n hot.. CHAO hot.. its like toro de session the fans so guai. =P 56 nv teach their fans manners. haax.
anyway.. a senior 'questioning' me y i din go guzheng.. if she cont asking i will block her.. hahax.. ok lah not so mean.. our seniors all quite nice one.. hai later got piano. SIAN.. tues v extra but i think friday more extra. hahax.. anyway if u all dun wan to watch movie on sat then tmr or sth lahx. haiya.. sianx.. 56.. hahas =pPp

Monday, February 09, 2004

-sian-
todae is definitely v chao sian dae.. hai.. firstly in the morn had sci (sleeping lesson) then eng.. eng was ok.. e skit thingy.. haven present yet.. i think ours too short liao.. s2pid lah.. then after that was norm until after reading the lessons all wana sleep type.. maths ok lah.. geog my hand copy until so tired.. hpmh then got lit.. which is.. hai duno wat to sae
xuetianshi ost tml then cumout.. i think i wed then collect.. nvm lah since got this web where i can listen.. haha i think the cover pg is v nice.. (taiwan version) hee.. sg version i duno wats the cover.. but i think taiwan one will be nicer de.. hahax will also have extra things.. but i both version also wana buy.. the sg version i buy frm hmv.. cuz after if heeren got auto session must have the pass.. hahax hopefully can get the poster.. i really want the poster!!
listening to tt web now.. the songs are much nicer now that they are improved.. u can really hear the diff frm the demo song.. the demo song is not say nan ting lah, but this one is definitely nice, esp the wang le ai, this improved one is MUCH MUCH MUCH nicer! more even and nice and pure. hahaX
ToRo, although i admit that i much prefer energy de style, i admit lah, but i like u not becuz of ur songs actually, but they are v nice too! i like u cuz of ur charactor, ur talents etc. ToRo, jiayou! forever loving u! -smiles-

Sunday, February 08, 2004

HaLo!
hee.. nw quite happie.. one thing is that energy's new song yingzaifei got 10th in ufm.. v fast lor, last wk oni 18th leh..increase v fast.. SHA! i luv yingzaifei and missing u.. soooooo nice! haha
i luv toro's songs too! got 2 other new songs i heard le, summore full version!! i LuV the duishou and niyinggaizhidao!! the ni ying gai zhi dao is a v sha song, v meng type, not shuqing song. ToRo sing tt type of song nicer, haha. he shd sing rap, but the show doesn suit ba. hope his new album got a lot of rap. HeE jia you ba!! the dj on ufm sae toro will earn abt 300wan (duno sg or taiwan money), 15 times more than when he was in energy. haha duno if toro is happie or sad.. but honestly i dun think toro mind money so much. i noe he wan to go back to energy.. everyone noes tt, but he cant.. stupid laHx.. hai~
forEvEr loVing ToRo, energy. JiAyoU!!

Saturday, February 07, 2004

haloZ.. hahax jus watched the supersunday 4.. hmmm.. shuwei's story quite nice.. ahdi's gf turned up.. the gErL so dAmN lucKy lor ahdi sing the song for her... hahax the gerl nv even say wana be gf with him again.. s2pid lahx hahaZ.. she dun have bf also wat hor.. lols
the nxt one is toro le.. heeee hahax think its selina.. eee i dun wan.. dun like selina.. now selina also like taoze wat.. hAha.. but i think it IS selina.. watever... kuNda is heBe.. i like hebe she sooo cute.. hahA kUndA v charming.. hmm he also getting v cute nowadaes hehe..
this morn turn on tv saw energy.. v sad leh they still 5 ppl, e3 just out.. i really v sad to see toro so happie tt time.. so innocent and shuai.. now still v shuai, n a bit innocent.. but no longer so happie le.. poor toro i feel v sorry for hiM.. u noe 2 daes ago i was thinking i dun really like this toro so much or wat.. i prefer the last time de toro, which is quite tru.. maybe i shd support e4 or wat.. i really tot of tt lor.. sumtimes like tt de.. then i was thinking toro really changed a lot.. e4.. haiZ then tt v nite i dreamt of toro (last entry) i suddenly had a feeling i was really v mean to think of supporting e4 instead.. toro said all those words to me, wat did u go my auto session etc.. i suddenly think i sorta v bad lor.. sorry toro tt dae i just a bit out of my mind.. now i still decide to support u.. alwaes de!!

Friday, February 06, 2004

hai~ another weekend is here.. shd be happie..this wk passed quite fast.. but it isnt a gud wk at all lorx.. tues : whole dae v sian, go home must study for 2 tests, v stressed... wed: must stay back for geog test. after tt must go home study again for maths. -stressed- thurs: go home must learn chinese spelling. -sian-at nite mum bad mood anyhow scold me. -v sick- fridae(todae): weekend le but not happie. mum still dun wana tok to me. watever i dun care. bad mood she will scold me alwaes with no reason. she will think of sth to be her reason. watever. guzheng sucks. e teacher put on a show in front of sec 1s scold us, expectation becum so high. jus becuz she wants the sec 1s to have a gud impression. -hurt&pissed-
wat a horrible wk. v horrible.. v stressed lor.. nxt wk got maths+chinese common test. gonna buy maths assessment and sci too. if my mum still angry with me i go n buy myself. hpmh. i also not gud mood kk. if everyone bad mood then anyhow scold ppl imagine wat the world will be like. nxt time i try doing tt too. but dun dare to do to parents. they will.. hai lazy to sae. parents are all the same type.
v sianx lor.. hate sch. hate parents. hate stress. hate tests. hate guzheng. love energy.love toro. love all frenZ =D.n....luv my mother. love my father. alwaes.
ohya last nite i dreamt of TORO leh!!!! =D=D he was at a funny place.. duno look like a canteen inside de seat.. i saw him n i was wondering y nobody regconice him.. i tok to my mum halfwae my mum walk away i went to toro and said, "toro" then he no reply. so i sae again, :toro?" then toro looked up and smiled at me. he was wearing the same clothes as he wore when he came sg. he sooo cute he asked me if i got go his auto session and i said yes. then he chatted a while with me(forgot le) then sae, u cuming to my concert? i said, yi ding, yi ding! means of cuz of cuz.. sth like tt.. hahax then toro like sae, ok, i will see u in my sessions and concert then! -smiles- whoa toro so cute.. hahax then he gave me a plant tt saes sth abt me.. i rmbr in the dream i was so touched.. hahax =x i rembr seeing my hse balcony. i kept the plant in my balcony, hoping it will nv ever die. hahax of cuz ma toro gimme de..
hahax the oni thing nice n consoling is toro and energy and frenx.. hmm

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

halo
just played the xuetianshi online.. lols a bit ... but then v cute.. afterall its snowangel game.. hpmh v short n dotx lahx but.. hahax
go here to play.. HaAx..
hmm notice the eg56 grp may have 430 sth members liao but not really veh enthu.. haax dun care lahx... having a flood todae.. stupid lor sit at tt place so dusty one lehx... so much dust wha laox... c lahx.. stupid
todae had geog test.. got a feeling i din do well.. hai.. then tmr got LIT + MATHS.. stupid tan han kiang.. he teaching also not veh gud lorx.. so slow n so.. haix.. dun have a gud teacher this yr.. ppl sae all the gud teachers all in upper sec.. not fair one lorx.. wls
haix nth much.. jus hope sch daes will improve.. which i dun think so..

Monday, February 02, 2004

halo... just finished doing the chinese baozhang.. my mum helped me as usual.. she sae i do until ji lan.. hahax.. i dun care.. exam also wun have this type of thing
one EG fan sending me a v big file.. supersunday file.. i think its v nice.. but the server a bit slow.. the file so big, n she told me she sending 3 files at the same time.. nvm lah.. the oni thing is i scared after my bro wan to use.. then she send me halfway.. haix.. hope for the best.. at most ask my bro let her send finish first.. hai..
sianx leh.. i suddenly todae v worried abt the tests cuming up.. i worried abt maths test, then chinese ok lah.. not v worried.. then geog+ lit.. hai.. SIAN lor.. haven really study.. i todae must finish studying the spelling of the chinese.. MUST and try to memorise some geog.. this thing send finish le i wun go online anymore for todae le..
my bro go out.. GUD.. hahax i want to get this file mah.. it really seems v nice
ohya ytd nite went to watch THE LAST SAMURAI with my family.. ok lah its quite nice.. but i v much prefer lord of the rings.. hahax but have to sae the last sumurai's not bad.. its abt this story in japan when there are 2 diff grps, how to sae.. 2 diff cultures which are alwaes at battle.. one is the older culture samurai culture (samurai = warrior) when the ppl still dress in traditional jap clothes.. and live in traditional houses.. hahax then the more modern and western culture. yah this tom cruise's role is he supposed to be the modern culture de.. then in a battle the modern culture one lost and he got captured by the samurai de ppl.. he was injured then the ppl there din kill him in fact treat him v well.. in the end tom cruise like start to believe in e samurai culture n help them fight.. in the last battle the samurai lost the moder culture de cannons and the last samurai died.. in the end the stupid king 'woke up' and said tt although now the jap had changed drastically they mustnt forget their own culture... hahax lord of the rings nicer worx..
nxt saturdae maybe gg to watch peterpan.. somehow think its nice.. hahax

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